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I who am poisoned with the blood of both
Where shall I turn, divided to the vein?

- Derek Walcott

Never think that nobody understands what you feel. There are people who go through things before you, from whom you can seek assurances if not solutions, and there are those still to come who will, one day, need something solid to hang on to.

All right...just something I need to let out before bed.